Take another pull of cheap whiskey and try to forget
Salvation lies at the bottom of this bottle in my hands
Drinking until I vomit on blood-stained porcelain
The room is spinning and I can’t see straight

Blue pills are chains to suspended memories
Forsaken promises and drug abuse tragedies
Faces of the suffering
Begging for you to come home

[Spoken]
Searching for solace in a pharmaceutical-induced euphoria

Searching for solace in a pharmaceutical-induced euphoria
Sleep forever in a castle made of Xanax
Float in the clouds of my chemical dependency

Wake up and find that this life is worse than I could’ve imagined
Worse than the horrors that haunt my dreams
Wake up and find that this life is worse than I could have ever imagined

[Spoken]
Only disbelief and distrust for those that I claim to love
Only hatred and pessimism for everyone that I hold dear

No grasp of happiness, finding comfort in that it gets worse
Suspicious of anyone who comes close me
Insecurities eat away at what remains of my heart
Never forgive, never forget

Avoiding my friends with less effort everyday
Reaching out of a waste of my time and they don’t really care anyway
I will carry these grudges to a lonely grave
I will carry these grudges to a lonely grave
How on earth could you possibly understand
What it’s like to lose everything

Desperate, hopeless struggle followed by a miserable death
Desperate, hopeless struggle followed by a miserable death

Push everyone away
Bottle up my pain deep inside
Push everyone away
Trust no one die alone