Clutching this wooden box
That keeps my fondest memories
From my exhausted soul

Pictures curled into ash
As I burned it all away
Confiding in how much I despise
The separation between us
Confiding in how much
I despise what we've become

The holes in the walls tell a somber tale
Of loneliness
Coping with the pain the only way
That I know how

Will I find home when I leave this Earth Will I find home when I leave this Earth

I wish that I had died on that dead end street
So I could haunt this house forever

No escaping the fear
Trembling under portraits of you
No running from our mistakes
Shivering in the cold winds of change

The heavens will know my name
And the skies will hear my cries
And I promise that I tried my hardest
But I can't help it anymore
I can't heal this hole in my heart

You don't have to lie
This is all that I can do
Don't forgive me
I am a burden onto you

When the skies burn
I will be here waiting
Confined to my hole in the earth
This is what I deserve
I'm so sorry
I have nothing to live for
I have nothing to lose